is it written in the stars?

im bluer than blue, sadder than sad.ur the only light this empty room has ever had.life without you is gonna be bluer than blue...

i've been gone too long i dont know how to start writing again!its been like 5 months?time surely flies fast if one is so into something yeah?well you know what,that 5 months was all i have.now im alone and lonely,i dont even smile anymore.heck, i dont see any reason to be happy,not till he comes back to me.ill drown myself to all those stupid love songs that i keep listening to again and again.im so weak without him.i fervently hope God will grant our wish of one day having Alexia.daddy will be so proud of you anak..