Starting a new life..

Wow i cant believe its been a year and one month since my last post. so many things happened since then. i remember my last post was feb.8,the day of his wedding. parang napakatagal na panahon na ang lumipas.. well, i got pregnant shortly after he came back to hk,i quit my job and went home in my 5th month fast forward dec.10 i gave birth to our baby boy ALEC GABRIEL DELA CRUZ. he came here last jan.for the baby's baptismal and stayed for 3days only. narealize ko lang mas ok ma malayo kami kc i wont have to deal with watching or hearing him talk on the f0n with the wife. minsan kc kahit sabihing dapat sanay ka na,wala tinatamaan ka pa rin. ganyan talaga mahal ko sya e. thank God i have my baby kahit di kami magkasama ng daddy,at least masaya ang mommy. the thing is you just have to deal with bouts of frustration, envy and insecurity paminsan minsan. tibay lang ng luob.. mahal na mahal ko ang mag-ama ko. nagpapasalamat ako sa araw2 na pagtawag nya asking how's the baby and we talk a lot. hopefully going strong pa rin kami..