Thursday, March 26, 2009

a secret?

there's something that i found out accidentally. someone's not telling me but my female instinct is screaming at me. i don't want to know, i want to pretend i don't know because i prayed hard not to let this happen so soon. i feel like it robbed me of the small amount of happiness that i am desperately clutching inside my heart. this is the reason why i feel sorry for my baby. he will never have a normal family while other kids will grow up with a mom and dad.

1 comment:

A said...

tho i'll never be with him as often as i/we want,i promise that i'll always be here to love him...to give support and be available for him as his dad as long as we all live...i know it'll be hard for all of us...but please don't think that he will grow up without a dad....